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adabanana
12 May 2011 @ 10:19 pm
After ages, I spent the afternoon cleaning my room which I haven’t done few years back. I threw a lot of papers. I organized my books. I placed in different folders all those photocopied handouts and materials since college. But then again,  I was more focused on reading what was written on those sorts of scratch papers which for me was pretty normal especially when deciding to throw something or not. It was like reminiscing my history. It was written, it was joining the pieces together. I happened to read those letters I received when I was in elementary and high school. Those were the sweet days of early youth. Those tantrums that were written at the back pages of my notebooks. A lot of small papers— small yet brought the years back when I was a young girl.

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moda: highhigh
musika: 100daystoheaven theme song
 
 
 
adabanana
08 May 2011 @ 04:53 am
I just finished reading Eve Ensler’s The Vagina Monologues (TVM).

(Take note, I didn’t finish the text in one sitting which is a bad thing. I read it just in the net and it is not too long after all. It just shows that I am losing my reading habit. Hell, what’s happening to me? Bad. So bad.)

I know TVM since college, but I haven’t read that, so I used my idle nights to read. I hope someday I’ll have a chance to watch a stage performance of this brilliant piece. I’ll grab that!

Talking vaginas.
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moda: awakeawake
musika: the crossroads
 
 
adabanana
06 May 2011 @ 07:37 am
 photo credit: photobucket.com
 
 
moda: frustratedfrustrated
 
 
adabanana
06 May 2011 @ 06:42 am
sabi ko, Mahal Kita
kahit alam kong may mga damdaming kailangang itago
at ikipkip na lamang sa sarili

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moda: tiredtired
 
 
 
adabanana
04 May 2011 @ 09:33 pm
shieet talaga. as in shieeet. gusto kong magmura at tumambling tambling. kahapon lang sabi ko nangangapa ako ng emosyon, at eto nakaramdam ako talaga ng emosyon. kahit akala ko wala na. Read more... )
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moda: lonelylonely
 
 
adabanana
24 April 2011 @ 08:47 am

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Minsan gusto ko maniwala na totoo naman ang pag-ibig kahit paboritong linya ko ang 'Dagat Dagat, Hindi totoo ang pag-ibig' (lalo na ngayong summer). Baka kasi kailangan lang lumipas ang maraming panahon para maging totoo ang pinaniniwalaan kong imposible. Pero ayokong mag-matamis, wala akong panahon, gusto ko lang mag-contemplate kahit papano.

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moda: nostalgicnostalgic
 
 
adabanana
27 March 2011 @ 12:39 am
i am still awake in this wee hours and as i browse through the album i made way back my torch days, i cant help but miss the days of being a student-writer-activist.

i am organizing the albums in my computer for i cant think of anything to do until i come up with the album of the fragments of my college life as a student journalist and activist, the life which is quite far from what i have now.

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moda: contemplativecontemplative
 
 
 
adabanana
26 March 2011 @ 05:08 pm
snap  
bigla akong nastress. kailangan ko na palang i-secure ang upcoming months. dapat magkaron na ko ng bagong trabaho. ang tagal naman kasi nilang tumawag. humahaba ang agony ko sa paghihintay. ayoko naman maging bum. Read more... )
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moda: gloomygloomy
 
 
adabanana
24 March 2011 @ 03:05 pm
Ilang araw na lang ang bibilangin ko sa trabaho ko. Saan naman kaya ako mapapadpad?
Pesteng direksyon ng buhay. Masayadong liko-liko. Di ko na alam.


Hello Bummy World!!!!

 
(puta wag naman sana)
 
 
adabanana
23 March 2011 @ 08:12 am
Napaka-unstable ng emosyon ko ngayon. Ang dali-dali kong maapektuhan.
Ang dali kong masaktan. Ang dali kong magmoda-moda ng ganun ganun lang. Hindi ko alaaaaaam. Hindi ko rin maintindihaaaaan.

Sana maging katulad na lang ulit ako ng dati.